I love you.
I know those words were not usually at the beginning of a typical letter. I know you are kinda expecting something like “hi” or “happy monthsary” or some kind of joke. I also know that this letter is supposed to be full of thank you’s or telling you how much I love you. But I want you to know that you are a very special person to me. And special people don’t deserve to read just cliche stuff. And I think, that you need more to remember why we deserve to have each other so when the times get hard, you wouldn’t give up or doubt on yourself.
We made time for each other when we can. You bring me to different places and make sure I enjoy. I know that sometimes I question your love for me, and that I think you can’t do everything for me, but you know what, that’s okay. And I don’t need to count the things you did for me because the fact that making me your priority takes a hell lot of effort.
We belong to each other; we don’t need to pretend who we are and we accept both our strengths and weaknesses. We don’t care about our past, mistakes, or what we are before. We adore each other’s demons because it made us stronger, it made us who we are right now.
Every differences we have, attitudes or beliefs, made us grow and taught us to be matured. I’m proud to see you calmer, not shouting nor punching anything every time we run into an argument. And I am thankful that because of you being hotheaded before, you made me learn to say what I want and it gave me the chance to see you grow to be a fine man. And I am grateful, to have the opportunity to be with you on your way to be the greatest man.
We don’t give up on each other no matter how rough things are. I understand now why you chose to leave when the conversation starts to heat up. You never meant to give up, you just don’t want your words to hurt me more, and you just want to organize your thoughts; just like I am when I want to be alone and think through things. And every time I felt like giving up, you are always there. You never said that you want let go too and instead, you gave me reasons why I should still hold on.
Happy 6th monthsary! Thank you Leandro, for everything. I couldn’t ask for more. I want you to know that I’m very happy that we have each other’s back. I won’t give up on you so don’t you dare give up on me.
I love you so much.